is it just be, or has tumblr (the tw part at least) really died down after the news about the split/break thing?
I decided to kill some time and write this Jay one shot. I know it’s short and slightly hurried in places, but I haven’t written anything in ages, so bear with me, okay? :) Let me just say something first though. Please either read the lyrics to Chris Isaak’s Wicked Game before or after reading this one shot and please leave me a “like” or a comment afterwards? :)
“I guess this is it then?” He asked softly as he stood by the door, desperately hoping that she’d take everything back that she’d said that night.
“We agreed that this would be casual thing.”
“I just don’t feel that way about you. “
“I’m sorry if I led you on.”
“I guess so,” she answered, shrugging her shoulders as she moved closer towards the door, getting ready to close it behind him even though he hadn’t even left yet.
“Kel, come on,” he tried one desperate time, “We’re really good together. Can you honestly say that you have no feelings for me what so ever?”
Kelly sighed in response, “Jay, you’re not helping here. Can you please just leave?”
“No!” he said, startling her. “I’m not leaving until you say you don’t have any feelings for me at all,” he said as he moved closer to her, making her walk backwards into the room.
“Stop it, Jay,” she spoke weakly, not being able to tear her eyes away from his.
“Say it, and then I’ll leave. I won’t bother you again,” he repeated as her back hit the wall and he placed his hands on the wall behind her, leaving only the length of his arm between them.
“Jay,” she breathed, no words forming in her mouth except the one name she’d screamed in moments of hysterical laughing, moaned in moments of pleasure, whispered in the early mornings when trying to wake him up and squealed in moments of being reunited after days or weeks apart.
“Kel,” he pleaded, moving his arms from the wall to her hips, gently massaging the delicate skin with his thumbs as he moved his head, making their foreheads touch.
Feeling his breath fan her face and his natural scent fill her nose, she finally broke the eye contact that had only last a minute but felt like an hour. Looking down to his hands on her hips, she slowly placed her hands around his wrists, slowly making him release the grip he had on her body as well as her mind.
Looking back up and into those blue eyes of his that were now slightly wet, she said those 5 words she knew would break his heart, “It was just sex, Jay.”
His head instantly dropped as he felt the air being knocked out of him. “That’s some wicked game you’ve been playing, huh?” He said as he looked back up, not really looking for an answer. The look in his eyes almost scaring her. They’d always been penetratingly blue, but she’d never seen them this color: ice cold blue. Walking towards the door again, gesturing for him to leave, she knew she’d killed every dream in him. Whom she hated for it, she didn’t know though.
Huffing, he shook his head in disbelief and walked out the door, not looking back. If she could play that game, so could he.
I don’t even know what to do with this blog anymore. I’m never really posting anything og reblogging anything, no one’s talking to me one here, and my follower count is neither going up or down.
I know why it’s not going up, but you know…
I guess I have to think about whether I want to continue this or not.. Because even though it’s nice to have a place to write thoughts down or drool over Jay, not getting any response or anything kinda ruins it.
So yeah, Jellie might happened sooner that I thought XD
Thanks Max ! (Capital FM interviewer, not Max George)
I know this is old, but I never actually saw her response anywhere. Too cute!!
So, Friday I realized I have a genuine crush on my colleague who has a girlfriend which bummed me out, because I won’t be able to do anything about it as long as he’s in a relationship. That same night, a guy that I gave my number to back in November when we met on a night out, and whom I haven’t heard since, texted me and asked me if I was out, and when I said no, he asked if he could come by. I said no for several reasons. One of them being I know he has a girlfriend. Then last night I uploaded a picture on Facebook with a group of friends and this guy that I was texting a while back without knowing he had a girlfriend, liked it. And then I checked his profile out, and it doesn’t say anywhere on his profile anymore that he’s in a relationship.
1) Why do I keep finding guys who already have girlfriends?
2) Where the fuck did these two other guys come from all of a sudden after not talking to them for basically two months? I’m not complaining. Well, if they’re still in relationships, I am, for fucking with my mind.
Why did Fall Out Boy not make this an actual thing?
Pete’s vocals at the beginning are magical.